1. |
Shame
03:32
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I wanna touch you
I wanna show you
It’s overwhelming
The way that I’m feeling
Can’t control this craving
I shouldn’t say this (x)
I want to love you
I want to hear you
Saying my name
When you say my name
I’d listen all day (x)
When you say my name
I’d waste my life away
Oh what a shame
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2. |
Passing By
04:46
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One thing sets off another and I’m tumbling down
One thing gets me going then I’m falling to the ground
Can’t make sense of my mind, the thoughts, they spin around
Can’t get control of it, all I’m hearing is sound
One step in a direction and I’m turning around
There’s a whole world in front of me and I think I see it passing by
Drifting in and out can’t see the road ahead
Nothing is as it seems still lost in all of it
Frozen in time, frozen in fear, to make a move
Am I the only one, help me to make it through
One look in the mirror and I don’t like the face I see
There’s a whole world in front of me and I think I see it passing by
I watch as the rain’s falling down
I watch as the days spin around and around
And what come after this
I want more, more, more
I want more, more, more
I want more, more, more than before
And I can feel the waves, crashing me down
And I don’t wanna feel it, face first to the ground
And I can see my life turning to dust
And I just wanna know was it ever enough?
Was it ever enough?
Was it ever enough?
Was it ever enough?
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3. |
Wild Eyes
03:53
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These wild eyes, they do what they want
These wild eyes, are dreaming all day
And then they’re lost
But someday, you may slip from my mind
Overtime, and maybe then
I’ll be fine
But I, I am thinking of you
And I, I am dreaming of you
And I never thought it would mean this much
And I, don’t wanna fall in love
And as, as I’m looking your way
Suddenly, all I knew has
Gone away
And I’ll, be your starry-eyed lover
In a dreamworld, cause to me
You’re like no other
But I, I am thinking of you
And I, I am dreaming of you
And I never thought it would mean this much
And I, didn’t want to fall in love
Should I run away and disappear?
Cause none of these words come out clear
Should I run away and disappear?
It’s strange that all these words, you don’t hear
But I, I am thinking of you
And I, I am dreaming of you
But dreaming isn’t much fun
You’re the one, but I’m not the one
You’re the one, but I’m not the one
You’re the one, but I’m not the one
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4. |
Endless Sea
03:27
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Drifting in an endless sea
Can’t find who I used to be
Oh how fast I slipped away
By the time I knew, it was too late
Some days I imagine dying
Just to see who would come
And I’m so tired of trying
This is not my idea of fun
I’m scared of the voices in my head
I’m scared of the voices saying I’m really not enough
I watched the waves crash on the shore
As I laughed it off some more
Wishing that ocean breeze
Would take the part that makes them want to leave
And they’re gonna watch me disappear
The sea is surrounding me
It’s flooding my room, I can’t sleep
I’m all out of air to breath
I’m trying to better, believe me
I’m trying to better but it’s just not enough
Maybe they don’t wanna know
Maybe they made a mistake
Maybe I should go
Or just fake it everyday
And maybe it’s all in my head
Maybe it’s my fault that who I once was is dead
And now I’m lost in that sea
It’s still swallowing me
Cause I can’t say what I mean
I’m just causing a scene
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5. |
Notes (Interlude)
00:34
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6. |
Desire
04:27
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Looking at you, and we’re in a crowded room
These thoughts, they flood my head, I’m only seeing you
And I’m trying to pretend, that I don’t want to feel you
That I’m not longing to be near you, but it’s no use
Time goes by and it’s so foolish, how I’m dreaming
And I am overwhelmed by this need to be close to you
It’s difficult to get control of the burning desire to be around you
Desire to be around you
And you know I’m aware you could never see me
In the way that I see you, so perfectly
I’m captivated by everything that you do
And it’s frustrating that I can’t tell you
And I just want your praise and I want your adoration
I’m aware that what I’m asking isn’t fair
Trying to ignore this feeling but I got a bad desire in my head
Desire in my head
And I, I know where my place is
I know, you could never feel this
Oh but I, I wish I could love you
But I dream of the day, that I don’t adore you
And it wasn’t my intention to lose all my direction
And I wish that I could show you how this feels
And it’s you I’m thinking of, fantasize about your touch
Can’t control this desire to be around you
Desire to be around you
Desire to be around you
Desire to be around you
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7. |
In My Mind
02:34
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In my mind it all makes sense
But out loud the words are nothing but a mess
And what I’d give to have a glimpse
of perfect happiness
I don’t have the self-control
My mind, it self-destructs
They don’t notice or think that
It’s real enough
Do they think that this is fun?
Well this isn’t fun
They think that it’s nothing but
It’s real in my mind
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8. |
Charming
04:51
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The high that I feel when I’m next to you
I push it down, ignore that sound
The sound that I hear when you talk to me
My imagination has you next to me
Is it charming, the way, I’m looking at you?
Or just alarming, the way, I feel about you?
Cause I hate the way I’m looking at you
Do you hate the way that I gaze at you?
Or are you flattered? Well it doesn’t matter
Cause I hate the way you affect what I do
Inescapable thoughts, my mind is consumed
Is it charming, the way, I’m looking at you?
Or just alarming, the way, I feel about you?
Cause I hate the way I’m looking at you
It’s not charming, the way, I’m looking at you
It’s just alarming, the way, I feel about you
But I love the feeling when I’m around you
But then I hate that feeling, when my mind sees the truth
Cause I hate the way I’m looking at you
It’s not charming, the way, I’m looking at you
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9. |
Make Believing
05:33
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From the party, I am drifting
Long night, all this drinking
Has ruined all my make believing
From my eyes, it’s all fading
Long night, head is spinning
And it’s ruined all my make believing
But I can’t get out of my head
They wish that I could feel like them
No I can’t get out of my head
Oh I’ll never feel like them
From my head, too much thinking
Long night, hands are shaking
And I’ve ruined all my make believing
But I can’t get out of my head
They wish they I could feel like them
No I can’t get out of my head
Oh I’ll never feel like them
Oh I’ll never feel like them
They wish that I could feel like them
It’s all leaving my mind
My body’s sinking and I’m not thinking
Before the words come crawling out
And it was all part of the show
There’s so much that they don’t know
And all of this is real to me
And that’s what they don’t see
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