Drifting in an endless sea
Can’t find who I used to be
Oh how fast I slipped away
By the time I knew, it was too late
Some days I imagine dying
Just to see who would come
And I’m so tired of trying
This is not my idea of fun
I’m scared of the voices in my head
I’m scared of the voices saying I’m really not enough
I watched the waves crash on the shore
As I laughed it off some more
Wishing that ocean breeze
Would take the part that makes them want to leave
And they’re gonna watch me disappear
The sea is surrounding me
It’s flooding my room, I can’t sleep
I’m all out of air to breath
I’m trying to better, believe me
I’m trying to better but it’s just not enough
Maybe they don’t wanna know
Maybe they made a mistake
Maybe I should go
Or just fake it everyday
And maybe it’s all in my head
Maybe it’s my fault that who I once was is dead
And now I’m lost in that sea
It’s still swallowing me
Cause I can’t say what I mean
I’m just causing a scene
credits
from Real Enough,
released August 27, 2021
Written by: Lauren Rosato
Produced by: Dylan Martello & Tim Larigan
Engineered & Mixed by: Dylan Martello at Endless Sound Recording
Mastered by: Kenny Cash at Factory Underground Studio
Lauren Rosato - vocals
Dylan Martello - guitar, keys
Tim Larigan - drums & percussion
Oscar Suh-Rodriguez - bass
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